AY2008/2009 SEM 1

Looking back...
Just a year ago, I was new to this place.
Now, I am venturing into my 2nd into NUS.
Time flies by really swiftly, but without unnoticed.
Perhaps, swiftly is an understatement.

I don't know if I have been smarter than I was exactly a year ago.
One thing I do know is that, I'm feeling better at where I am now than exactly a year ago.

It's almost 5 months since I got myself a taste of what love is about.
Well, maybe what love is not about.
Any sense of regrets?
Not a bit.
Never try never know.

I wish to make him a legacy.
Before that comes into the frame, does he have the quality to become a new legacy?
With a stickyard around, one tends to compare every new things with the yard.
Harsh it may be but it's for good reasons to be honest.

Life has never been so promising.
Then again, life can never be so challenging.
What lies ahead await me.
Shall I make a mark or leave a stain?

Signs off~

Post Mortem

Seems like it's been a while since I last posted something here.
Well, here it goes again.

How things have changed since the last few weeks.
The sweetness of having someone embedded in the heart exists no more.
What's left are the memories.
Sweet sweet memories.

How did it happen?
Should it had happened?
I don't know why.
I'm pretty sure it did happened.
At least I'll know how I'll be handling these things in the foreseeable future.

Time passes by in a blink of an eye at NUS.
Just a few seconds ago, I was here with 3 luggage as a freshman.
Now, I'm a senior, entering his second in NUS, with a vision to helping his countrymen settling here in NUS, the lion's den!

It's been said before...
You never realized how important some things are until you lose them.
With this respect, I'm talking about freedom.
Freedom, the ability to make decisions in a comfortable manner.

Blogspot, the Lukemeister is back!

c-r-A-C-K-S-S

He's done it again!

For once, why can't he just be himself?
Yet in such a manner, someone might be offended and worst of all, hurt.
If arguments are to make both parties bonded even more closer to each other, I don't give a damn.
Along the way, hearts have been broken, cheeks have been slashed, and the souls have been ripped apart.
Are they worth it?

They have to accept him as the way he is.
First impression, it counts the most.
Once people start do to things not in parallel with it, others start to get worried, while some will feel cheated.

Lord, I am prepared for anything.
Just show me the path...

Sh*t, first paper tomorrow~

*Signs off*

Ich brauche den Schlüßel...

So near... yet so far~
Like the oasis in the desert...
You can see it yet you can't grasp it~

Oh well~
Why is it that hard to penetrate the barrier of the souls and senses.
When trying hard isn't good enough?
What else can I do?

A 2-way traffic...
If the driver still insists on parking the bus along the lane...
What more can I do~

One man's fault is due to one man's undoing~

Nobody Said It Was Easy

Was it because of me?
I hope not...
Was it because of her?
Perhaps...

Life wasn't meant to be easy...

How does one describe the situation when...

you've found something you've been longing for all these while but...

you are required to find it again to consolidate it as your possession?

These things happen but...

why must it happen to me?

I'm down...

but I'm not out.

I'm weakened...

but I shall persevere...

I shall bounce back...

Why am I that sure?

All ends when hope's lost.

Keep on believing I must.

Complacent I must not.

I'm a lost sheep.

I need a sheperd.

The wolves are everywhere.

I need more than sheperds...

I need gunmen.

Hang on tight, my friend.

Every step you take makes you stronger...

Buck up, man.

Never should one take things for granted...

The past few weeks have been a life-changing journey for me.
I have a lot to elaborate on it but I choose not to.
Somethings are meant to be kept until they are buried under the tomb stone.

Upon this collision course, I've found something.
Something that has been missing in my life all this while yet I chose to ignore the fact.
The fact is I am immature.

No one can guide me but myself.
One should be responsible for what he/she is doing.

I shall not let my emotions get the better of me.



Why am I so naive...
If everyone's a child in his/her parents' eyes, I must be a fetus!

I pencil off this article with a huge determination and grit.
To change for the best.

Blink #01

Looks can be deceiving...
Some people look as tough as nails that resist the hittings of a hammer, but deep inside they are nothing but plastic thumb tacks...
Just when I thought I was that firm, I was proven to be wrong again.

Physically, a man's weakest point is between his legs.
Mentally, it's the soul.
I'm one who's still searching for his spiritual needs.
As for my physical needs, I just want to be a lot trimmer...

How can the crew set themselves on a voyage when the ship isn't steadily made.
The stars glitter, only to those who want to see them.To the othermen, all that they see are distant light bulbs.

-Off he went-